Relief

Why I am here....

I love to celebrate Birthdays,

I love there little personalities,

I love them even though they are always killing each other,

I love them because they are all special and unique,

I love them because they love me.( even if they do not show it all the time.)

I am finally back to NORMAL!!!

The last three weeks have been hard with school, helping te new girls with their transition, and the boys have not had the best attitutes. It was really hard the other day when I hard a really hard morning, day, after noon, and then went to the boys house and they were teasing by hiding and closing the door on me. I was really upset. I have been trying to teach them about respecting people and all the things that they have. I really did not need a door in the face, even though, they said that they were playing.

I just had a dark cloud over me. On top of it Uncle was gone for the past couple weeks so the boys get away with more. It is so good to have him back! I woke up so much better. Thank you for those that have been praying for me and those that I know I can always call on. Continue to pray for me and all the girls.

I need Joy, joy, Joy, Joy Back in my life.

So month two in the year and my New Years Resolution, JOY, as gone down the drain. I thought that you stop your resolution in March, I have not made it, even to there. I am working with a class that will not sit down, I give them a test but they fail because they can not read, and I am tried all the time. I feel like there is a huge mountain in front of me and every time so go up a little bit, I realize that another student is having a really hard time, and fall down again. I thought that it was going to be smooth sailing because we would have so many volunteers, but now this just the two of us helping with 14 boys, trying to get all their homework done. It is so stressful. I feel like it is always rushed and I know that the boys feel it too.

I have been praying a feel better, but pray that I get my JOY back.

PLEASE PRAY FOR GOOD TEACHERS WE ARE SO SHORT AT SCHOOL.