Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Fractions

I did the I love Jesus
The boys love to take pictures. I can see you, Rahul.

We did stations of Jesus's life, as the other groups went the boys had time to draw with sidewalk chalk.
trekking, or eating as much as possible

I feel like I am half here and half home.

I call them half days. It was so much fun to have my sister here and to hear about everything that is going on at home, but not that the countdown has begun- the last trip to Mussorri was this weekend. It is hard to be all here. I am excited but also really scared to go home. I have been here for so long it is hard to think that I will not be with the boys and living the farm life. I have been waking up in a bad mood because I have to boil the milk again and the laundry is still in the same bucket that it was in the other day. I am missing the washing machine, my car, and my friends. I love the girls here but I really miss my friends and my life. I know from past experiences that I am not going to sugar coat all my relationships because I know that everyone else has moved on and I am in Never Land.

Easter was a half- half day. Being here with the boys on holidays is a lot of fun, but I missed the sun rise service and the sheep but looks like a dog cake. It was a good time to really reflect what Jesus did for me. I want to be WHOLE. Not a good Christan one day and other day hope that Jesus can not hear my thoughts.

Pray

that I am in one place and my heart is all here as the countdown to going home starts to creep up on me.

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