Friday, April 30, 2010

"Who am I?"

"Who am I?"

Is a question that you might hear from one of the boys every other day. The answers vary from...

I am the hero of the zero

I am Bhorot Thapa

I am a child of God.

I, on the other hand has to answer, I am selfish.

I say about a million times a day, "Sharing is Caring!" But as the boys pointed out, "Kelly Mam always says, "Sharing is Caring, but when she has something that she doesn’t want to share she says, "Sharing is not caring in this situation."

CONVICTED!!!!

Okay so true I did not want to share my food. But as I talk about going home it is ALL about me.

I am going to miss this place.

I really need a strong community.

I will miss the boys.

Pray for ME, ME, Me!

As I read through Ruth the prayer are never for themselves it is always for someone else. I do not have the same prayer life. I thought that the boys will not miss me. I thought that they would be glad not to hear my silly saying, listen to the songs that I have made for them, or nag them to brush their teeth because they might fall out.

It hit me yesterday after Susanna’s mom said that she is counting down the days that we are going to be together, that even though I am super selfish, I am loved.

Pray for me. tee hee.

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